FINE

Hey hi hello. I think i am getting better right now. The past doesn't bothered me at all. I've deleted all the memories in my head. Life must go on. Let bygones be bygones. And i know that i always have my family and friends who always love me here. And i love them too :) Life is like riding bicycle. You keep your balance, you must keep on moving. So yeah, it is time for me to move on, fullstop.

And remember, there is always hope in our life.

Nothing much to say. Im hungry. Bye love.

JB POREBEEER

This is one of my favorite song. Okay kalau dah batak tu, mmg teramat lah batak. If boleh nak search semua video JB kat Youtube, phone ringtone pun lagu JB, wallpaper lappy pun gmbr dia hehe. Oh my, i really in love with this kiddo.

I'm bored and tired doing nothing, pfft. Stayed at the hospital for the whole day. Oh and my dad asked me to flirt with the nurse. Nasibaik ada nurse handsome hehehehehe jgn nak gatai sgt ye Lala. No story to post hm ohya currently annoy with someone. Ckp mcm kaf lam ya nga. Boo for you honey. Sorry for saying this but i think you really need some counseling session to refresh your brain.

Okay bye love.

MAMA

Yesterday, my mum was admitted to KPJ Selangor Hospital. The doctor confirm that mum's kidney is swollen. She is really in pain. I felt sad when watching my mum cried in pain. And now, it is time for me to take a good care of her. I'll accompany her at the hospital. MAMA, BE STRONG & GET WELL SOON KAY (?) Bye love ♥ ♥

SMILE

Dharwis gave me this video. Double aww for you hihi :) He is my good friend, my best buddy and my 'so-called' boyfriend haha. He call me 'Lala i' and i call him 'Dharwis i' hee manis kan (?) :P I express everything to him. He is my solution for my problem. And thank you for that, i really appreciate it :)

Oh it's 3am, and why am i here sitting in front of the laptop without feeling sleepy at all (?) Ergh. Okay i'm off to bed. Bye love.

YOU AGAIN

I don't live to hate people. But this time, you really pissed me off (!) I'm not a stalker. Why in the world, would i waste my time stalking your blog and read all your post (?) It just i'm being curious, really curious with what you write there. And now (?) You're still copying my words. Oh my, be yourself please. And yes, this is for you copycat.

Grow up girl.

WOOT WOOT

I stole this from my cousin's FB status. Do open this bold link, it's about my imaginary boyfriend, http://www.upscalehype.com/2010/07/justin-bieber-driving-a-white-lamborghini-and-wearing-supra-sneakers/. Oh and, look at the picture above. His wearing my dream shoes, Supra Tk Society, in purple (!) OMG JB, you really drive me crazy (!) :D

YOU BROKE HER HEART

What you want to hear isn't always what you need to hear. The truth stings, but then it changes you. A lie can feel good but it will destroy you in the long run. No one tells the truth anymore. Everybody lies.

Stop pretending, stop making lies and excuses. Think again.

FORCE

Tell me if you hate me. Stop hurting my hearts. I have feelings, so stop playing with it. I'm done with all this. Do i get jealous (?) Yes i am. I'm only human. I'm just an ordinary girl. I smile to hide the pain. I laugh to hide the sadness. I never wanted this to happen. I must not let it affect me. I hate being emo. I'm sorry for being dramatic before, but it was past. I've changed. I forgive and i forget. I have my own life. I don't want to sit up all night and think about this. Please, stop haunting my life. Please.

I'm not the kind of girl who can be angel all the time. I can be cruel.

So, i walking away. Bye xx.

MARHABAN

Marhaban for both of my nephew, Ahmad Firdhaus Zafran and Adam Mikhail. Okay, sgt malas nak crita, tgk gmbr ja lah eh (?) Overall, it was a tired day ever. Oh and ada kambing golek tau, rugi siapa yg tk dtg hehe.

MEGAMIND

Went to Snwy with Siti, Kimii & Lyana. Watched Megamind 3D, and it was awesome. You guys out there should watch it too :) Everyone is talking about Harry Potter while us talking about Tamil's movie, Uthamaputhiran and Golmaal HAHA. Im broke, yes i am. Mama took my ptptipu and saved it for my ASB. Alaa tk bestnya -.- Whatever it is, today was eh-may-zing. I really had a great time with them. Siti, thanks for the parking ticket, rm1 for the movie ticket oh and the camera ring :) Kimii, thanks for driving all day long :) And Lyana, err thanks for the popcorn hihi :) LOVE :D

WHAT A DAY

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha or Selamat Hari Raya Haji or Selamat Hari Raya Korban hihi :D When it comes to this festive, it reminds me of something that happened last year. Hm it was a good memories and i think i miss it :') Okay, change topic. Well, this year raya was bored. Today, i woke up at 7am and went to surau for solat raya. Went back home, ate rendang and other foods with my lovely family. Yummy bebeh :P Had my chitchat and laughed with my siblings, then went to surau again for the korban part. I felt pity for the cows and i can't even watch it. Ergh, it means i can't eat the foods. Sokay, i don't mind at all. Rest in peace, cows :') Met Billy and Sal at the surau, howyeah :) Err, lupa nak amik gmbr dgn korg sobs sobs.

Went back home, slept until evening. Woke up, ate rendang again and again. Watched Korean drama, Full House. Hungry again -.- Went to Mall with Kakteh, bought ice cream, crips, chocolate and marshmallow. Lapar punya pasal, duit pun habis hmph :/ And now im here posting this while watching Full House. Grr, what a boring day and i dont feel like raya -_-"

Oh it's confirm, tak jadi cari kerja hehe. Ckp ja lebih bfore ni kan (?) Hangat hangat taik ayam betul Lala :D Well, i think i am good to be penganggur sepenuh masa :) Wake up late, have my brunch, sleep, eat, tv, online. Yess, this is all my daily routine for this semster break. Mmg gemuk lah kau lepas ni Fazliah Noor oi hihi

JB

HAHAHAHAHA sumpah lawak. Tkdelah obsess sgt smpi nak beli baju tidur mcm ni. But err mcm co-co-co-comeeeel ja :P

IRRITATING

Tau tak perasaan kalau ada copycat (?) Rasa mcm cop sirim kene rampas then hak cipta terpelihara pun dah tkde. Salah ke kalau aku bengang or geram (?) Everyone have feelings, so do i. Tipu ah kalau tk bengang. Tak guna jgk kalau followers byk, tapi tiru ayat org ja kerja. So tkpyh lah nak bangga sgt dgn pencapaian kau tu ye. Aku tau followers aku sikit. But kesah haa (?) Sbb aku follow blog yg aku suka ja. I dont mind at all about the followers thingy. But yeah for all the followers, thank you for following my blog. I do appreciate it :) For me, blog is the place where i story about my routine life and all my feelings. And one of the story is about you copycat. Org tua tua ada ckp BERANI KERANA BENAR, TAKUT KERANA SALAH. Well, i dont have any fear about you. Not at all. But i have the guts to say about my bad feelings here. Dear my lovely sweetie copycat, just be yourself, get your own identity and use your own words. Ada faham (?) Pfft, poor you girl. Oh please, its not like i sit up at night and think about what you say to me. But thanks, i feel better now. Puuuuaaaaas haaaatiiiii sgt hihi. I dont blame anyone here, but yeah siapa makan cili, dia yg terasa pedas. Kan kan (?)

HOWYEAAAAAAH

Being vain after finished our MGT162 paper. So yeaaaaaaaaaah done with all the papers. It means im done with semester 1. FREEDOM BEBEH (!) Overall, it was amazing. Lotsa experience here, with the sad moment and happy moment. I wont forget it ;) Asma, Myra, Zizi, Burn, Sal, Afqh, Kak Com, Kak Ana and whoever out there, SIMPAN RINDU KAT AKU BYK BYK YEEE :D Hihi byeee love.

HAPPY LILILIII

Tomorrow i'm going back to Segamat. Ergh M-A-L-A-S. Only 3 days left, i'm having my MGT paper or should i call it as MY LAST PAPER hihi on 11th Nov, then i'm freeeeeeeeeeeee *keningkening. Howyeah (!) Semester break for 1month ++, hmm looking forward for a job. No job, no money bebeh. Hmm tknk jd penganggur sepenuh masa -.- AND FOR YOU COPYCAT, THIS IS MY LAST WARNING. Cehh bunyi mcm garang ja -..- Okay wtvr it is, perlu ke tiru ayat aku bulat-bulat (?) Bodoh (!) Okay fine, aku tkde hak nak ckp kau bodoh, yeahh kau tu pandai, so guna lah otak tu secerdiknya. Bukan haram jadah nak tiru-tiru. I don't need any promoter to promote my words, so go kick your ass and get your own identity. Pfft pity you GIRL (!) Sorry for my rude words, ergh befengangfang betul (!)

Last Friday, went to Sunway with Mei, Siti & John. We had our shopping sakan day hihi, i bought sandal, beg and bracelet. Mei bought sandal and a dress while Siti bought begs and ring. So yeah, now im broke grr. Tak puas jumpa korg :( Hm we should meet again and yeah with others too. Aaaaaaaaand Abu for sure, GOSH RINDU KAU NOK (!)

Satuuuuuuuuurday, went to Mid with my siblings. I bought bracelet, err again (?) Hihi yes :P Went to Haagen-Dasz, had our Fondue ice-cream set. Pfft delicious ! Yummy bebeh :) Hee thanks to Kakteh ♥ And yeah, today is my 3rd sister birthday. To Kakteh @ Faridah Noor, HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY TO MY ANNOYING FATTY BOOM BOOM SISTER (!) Oh i bought her a pair of flipflop from Banana Peel as her birthday present, err lack of idea and money hihi sorry sista :P

CASIO

IN LOVE WITH THIS, grr.

UPSET

I'm home. Night before, had my fever. Math112 (?) Can't handle the paper, susaaaaaaaah :( When i opened the first page, i can't recall any formula. I'M BLANK sobs sobs. Went out early from the class, called my mum and i cried :'( It's all the fever fault, ergh.

Just created Formspring account, do click here --> http://formspring.me/helloLALAAA. Im bored, so yeah do ask me anything kay (?) Chaloooo.

TIRING DAY

Muar was awesome. Thanks to Myra, Asma & Burn for made my day. Love ya (!) And Burn, thanks again sbb belanja lunch and drive for the whole day. Sorry tk dpt ganti kau drive, err I HATE MANUAL hehe :D I'm glad to have such a good friends here, they always cheer me up :) But yeah the old one still remain in my heart :D Err tkde idea nak crita apa dah hm blank jap . . . . thinking . . . . searching . . . . loading . . . . tuuuuuut okay i'm sleepy. Off to bed, ciow.