AMH

It's over... It's over between me and him. No more cinta hati. No more good morning text. No more goodnight text. No more L words. It's over, over! Hey, 6 months with you was awesome. Even both of us have a lots of difference, we still manage to fix our problems together, kan? You gave me memories, you gave me smile, you gave me happiness. Thanks for that, i really appreciate it! I'm sorry for being mad to you. I'm sorry i easily get jealous. I'm sorry for not being a good girlfriend. I'm just sorry :'( I'm sorry for everything!

You're different. You're a good boyfriend. I just hope you will be doing good after this :') And for sure i hope the best for you!

I don't know what to say right now. I'm speechless. I can't handle this. But i'm pretty sure, soon, i'll be okay. Tears wont stop from falling down. But i don't mind bcs i know this is the best for me, you and us. I'm gonna miss you!

15th June 2011 - Used to be a special date. I'll always remember those words you sent to me. It was the best night for me! :')

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING! I love you Anas! :')

So yeah, that's the end of 2011. Bye love.

HEARTACHE.

Things are getting worse. I mean like, everything seems so different than before. We fight a lot, and he doesn't show his effort to make everything okay like we used to. I don't wish to turn back time but I just wish he could treat me well. Leaving me all day long like nothing happened is nonsense. Is it just me or you've really changed?

I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of arguing with him. I'm scared that I'll give up on him soon.

I'm missing you. Bye love.

SIGH

Another typical argument. She got upset. He didn't do anything. We fought and spent our day just like other day. Nothing special. Nothing to be grateful for.

At the end of the day, they're still happy together.

Reduce your ego. Please. Bye love.

CINTA HATI

He told me that this supposed to be love but it turn out to be bontot Shin Chan. Lol so cute my cinta :')

After every fight and every argument, at the end of the day, none of it even matters anymore. Because i'd rather keep the relationship and let the problems go. Not keep the problems and let the relationship go. No matter how much it hurt, nothing is more important than that person.

Best of luck for your futsal, hope you're doing fine there! And pls take a good care of yourself. Imissyou and cepat pulang pls?

Bye love.

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

Hiiiiiiiiiii! MISS ME? :B

Hello peeps! I'm back hihi. So, my last post is on July, it means that i've been on a blog vacation for 3months.

I miss blogging. Idky i write this post, i'm speechless, i have nothing to talk here. Aaaa hmm aaa hmm. So here it goes, i just finished my third semester a week ago. And now, i'm on my holiday. I'm dying of boredom here. My friends are busy with their studies while cinta hati is busy with KARISMA. Memei is having her holiday too, but she is not feeling well right now. Get well soon Memei!

So the point here is, i have no one to hang out with.........

That's all for today. Imma hit the kitchen, lapar tak tentu pasal hikhik. Bye love.

PRECIOUS

I'm still alive. I feel secure in my life. I have amazing family and great friends. I appreciate that.

AND yes, i'm in love huahuahua :P Bye love.

OFFICIALLY

He didn't show his sweetness to the public. He only show it to me, yes, me, only me. I'm happy. 31 days since the confession day. In other words, 1 month. Thank you for coloring my life. I love you, boy ♥

#NowPlaying - All I Ever Wanted by Basshunter. Bye love.

HIK HIK

15 June 2011 ;

Short confession that make me smile. Terima kasih awak :)

Bye love.

JUNE

Halu haluu. Okay i'm bored, so here am i updating my blog after neglecting it for a month (?) Err yes, for a month. So yeah, my past semester result was okay. I kinda disappointed with it, but, alhamdulillah, i passed all the papers :) No more Statistics, no more Microeconomics. And yeah, i got C+ for my Arab. Err okaylah kan (?) -.- Terima kasih ye Ustazah.

So haluu again, i'm having my third semester right now. New room and new roommates :) AND new class -.- I've got hectic schedule for this semester. Semua class nak tingkat tiga ja, pfft. I've been here for one and a half week kut. So far, i think i'm having a good life here, with my good friends and good environment. For this new semester, i'll be facing few new subjects which is Macroeconomics, Finance, Management and the second part of Arab. Agaaaaiiiiin -.- I really need to study hard for this semester. Nak DL do, DEAN LIST. Faham tak (?) Naaaaak DL (!)

And to someone, i apologize if i hurt your feelings. I never lie about how i feel towards someone. I'm just sorry.

Now, i feel pretty awesome. I got flu, cough and headache. I feel like zombie, awesome kan (?) -_-" I don't like medicine. I prefer to sleep all day long than take any medicine. So yeah, i'm off to bed right now.

Hujung minggu, sila pantas tiba. Bye love.

SILENT MODE

I-don't-want-you-to-be-hurt-again. I don't want this emotional feelings.

I am jealous. Please, stay.

Bye love.

DATIN A

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY ASMA ♥

EH-MAY-ZING

Hi. Last night, me and Siti went to Putrie's sister's wedding at section 7. Mei Kimii Lyana Na Billy and Tira were there too. It was fun meeting them again :') I really miss you guys (!) We had some talked and took some photos together. Childhood friends are the best and i always love them even all of us already grown up :') Dah boleh kawin da semua hihi.

After wedding, me and my girlfriends head up to McD. Met Faris and Razin too. Oh anyways, Anas also came to the McD to treat me Happy Meal hik hik dpt straw Patrick tau tauu, be jealous please :P Terima kasih awak (!) :)

Yknow, i am really happy for these past few days :) Bye love.

OH, IT'S THOR DAY

Hello, sorry for the late update. So yeah, last Tuesday, me and some of my UiTM-mates (Aiman, Baz, Jaie, Danny, Atikah & Bihah) went to Sunway Pyramid. For the first time in my life, i went there by komuter, alone. Yes, alone (!)

So, we had our lunch at Nandos and went for a movie together. We watched Thor and the movie was okay. Had some Tutti Frutti and being vain for every single shop that we entered haha. Salesman pun pndg mcm apa ja :P And Aiman, sorry sbb tk sempat pgi ice skating :/ Oh anyways, it's kinda awkward between me and them but yeah i don't really mind because i really had fun that day :) Thank you guys :D

Oh before terlupa, i want to thanked to JAIE for giving me a ride from Sunway to Shah Alam :) *paling besar dah i type nama you tu haha.

Bye love.

DIAM

Final's over and i'm home (!) Sorry for the late update, padahal dah 4 hari kat rmh hehe.

So yeah, today i went to Klang with my parents and finally, my mum bought me the casio gold watch. Yes, one of my wishlist. Pergh, perasaan gembira mcm jumpa Justin Bieber dpn mata. Okay imaginasi semata mata, if jumpa betul lagi over kut. But seriously, excited tau tak (?) Senyum ja sepanjang dlm kereta hehehe :B Terima kasih mama, terima kasih ayah. I love both of you and i know you love me too hik hik ;)

Sebenarnya tkde cerita utk diceritakan, err tu ja lah kut. Okay, bye love.

FINALS, WHATTTT?

Hello. Its already Tuesday, it's really funny how fast time flies. I'm having my finals right now, three done and one paper left. Will be sitting my last final paper this Friday then i'll be back on my comfy bed with the very good internet connection and awesome TV hehe. Seriously i just can't wait to go home and enjoy this whole month break from studying and assignments :B

Okay next topic. Yknow, have you ever like two person at the same time (?) My advice is, please don't, please don't fall with two person. It's hurt, really. No, it's not like heart-broken-thingy, but you will feel confuse, or with exact Malay word, berbelah bagi haha *Myra yang ajar :P What if both of them have the same feeling with yours (?) Which one will you choose (?) This is so confusiiiiiiing. Oh btw, this post is based on my friend's true story. I'm just helping to express it here hehe.

Well, tomorrow is going to be another boring day. Friends, please don't be shocked if you founds out that your friend here is died of a boredom disease. Haha dying from boredom (?) Blimey -.- Okay lame lame, i'm just joking here. Tolong gelak please :B

Oh, nak bgtau satu dunia ni, after ni kita nak study. Hihi mengada kan (?) Tau dah, bye love.

APPRECIATE

Baz belanja cheesecake, Alip belanja rose, Danny belanja cotton candy. Untungnya saya ada kwn kwn mcm ni :) Tak campur lagi dgn Myra, Asma, Zizi, Faidiey, Aiman and Burn belanja. Hik hik ni yang nak cayunk korang lebih niwww :P

Oh and Siti Hamidah, thank you for the present. I love you ;)

Current mood : Manis :D Hihi bye love.

FRIENDSHIP

Today is a boring-day-with-a-same-routine-again-day. I hate it. Hi anyways. I just felt my heart fall into pieces. Sounds scary (?) It should be. So, it's not like heart-broken-thingy, it's just, it is always about the conflict. Friends (?) You really need to stop being so immature. Stop pointing someone else fault. Stop blaming others. Stop being selfish. Stop being so childish. You've already grown up (!) Pandai-pandai la fikir kan.

Just let you know, you really pissed me off. Like seriously. I can't stand with your attitude. So, learn the truth and face the fact, please (?) Why is it so hard for you to say i'm sorry (?) I've tried my best to take care of your feelings. But YOU (?) Never, you didn't even bother to take care of my feelings. Pernah kau fikir mcmana aku kene jaga hati kau (?) Aku fikir kawan, aku sabar ja. But end up, you're still doing the same thing. Jangan aku sound tepek dah la. Pendam susah, jujur sangat pun susah, pfft. Stress aku.

This time, i'm going to be selfish. I'm done with everything. But i did this because i love you and you are a friend of mine. Trust me, i'm telling you this because i'm worried about you. Really. I love you and always do.

And frankly speaking, i miss my old friends :'(

Not in the right mood. Malas nak buat tulisan color color. Bye love.

CHILL

Yes, i'm deactivating my Facebook for a while. It's been a stressful days for me. With the test, quizzes, assignments, friends and manis. Ceh terselit jgk nama mamat ni -.-" I really need to stop being so damn emotional about everything. Inhale, exhale. I know i can do the best for myself. Bye love.

PIY DI

As i wrote before, i'll be going to Port Dickson kan (?) So yeah, i'm back. Last Saturday, went to PD with Zizi, Myra and other members of photography club. The trip was awesome. Like seriously, i miss being there again ;) The beach and the view, oh my, b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l. I also met a few new friends there, Zaty, Raja, Yaya, Feena and bla bla. They are really friendly :) I took a lot of photos there and i already upload it on FB. And yeah, i also learn how to handle the dslr. Thank you to the consultant for teach us about photography. I really appreciate it. And yeah, to PHOCUS, thanks again for the nice trip. I hope i can join more trip from this club for the upcoming semester :)

And about Manis (?) It's confirm, i'm giving up. B told me that he like someone else. Dear Manis, thank you for giving me the opportunity to know you and thank you for being my friend. But i really wonder everything about you, why on earth are you giving me false hope (?) :/ Well, maybe it's my fault too. For now, i just think that ignorance is the one and only way to forget everything about him. I really should move on right now. Stop hoping Lalaaa *BIG SMILE :}

Bye love.

REALIZATION

Dear helloafroo, sorry for neglecting you for a month. I've been on a blog vacation for awhile. It's already end of March and it's really funny how fast time flies. I'll be sitting for my final exam in a month. Oh my :O Skip skip. Last Thursday, went to NADIIA's dinner. The dinner was fun and the night was havoc, yes, much more better than last semester. You know what (?) I have the best classmate ever, seriously, i just love them ;) Look at the first photo, they are my crazy classmate. For the second photo is one of my favorite photo. And the person in the photo, Zizi, Myra and Asma, they are the reasons why i still alive here. Thank you my beautiful babes ♥ More photos at FB. Oh btw, on the same day, it was my closefriend birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY Z-I ZI (!) I love you and i know you love me too hik hik :B

Next, about my studies. I've been in a stressful situation for this past few weeks. My test result (?) Pfft, not so good and not so bad. I'm just grateful with what i've done. I know i can improve it and i'm pretty sure i can do better for my second test and of course for my finals. But hm i don't know why i don't like Arab language, i can't understand with what i studied in the class :( Thank God there's no final exam for Arab. Just hope i don't fail on this paper.

With my mind fully occupied with assignments, i still manages to have that little amount of space to think about my life. I'll be going to Port Dickson this Saturday, trip for my photography club. I hope i can release my stress there :)

Currently obsessed with Pujaan hati by Kangen Band. Okay, dah berjuta kali repeat lagu ni. The lyrics really apply with my current situation. Aceh, dah pandai jiwang tau skrg :P Bye love.