SICK

I REALLY WANT IT TO BE TRUE BUT TOO BAD, IT'S JUST A DREAM

I know a dream of mine won't happen when it's just too good to be true. It is really hurts to know that you can't have something that you want so badly. I wanted to sleep back to continue the dream but the fact that i knew it was only a dream, sooner or later i still have to wake up from it. I keep telling myself that " I don't want you to be in my dream " bcs i don't want to be disappointed over and over again.