AMH

It's over... It's over between me and him. No more cinta hati. No more good morning text. No more goodnight text. No more L words. It's over, over! Hey, 6 months with you was awesome. Even both of us have a lots of difference, we still manage to fix our problems together, kan? You gave me memories, you gave me smile, you gave me happiness. Thanks for that, i really appreciate it! I'm sorry for being mad to you. I'm sorry i easily get jealous. I'm sorry for not being a good girlfriend. I'm just sorry :'( I'm sorry for everything!

You're different. You're a good boyfriend. I just hope you will be doing good after this :') And for sure i hope the best for you!

I don't know what to say right now. I'm speechless. I can't handle this. But i'm pretty sure, soon, i'll be okay. Tears wont stop from falling down. But i don't mind bcs i know this is the best for me, you and us. I'm gonna miss you!

15th June 2011 - Used to be a special date. I'll always remember those words you sent to me. It was the best night for me! :')

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING! I love you Anas! :')

So yeah, that's the end of 2011. Bye love.

HEARTACHE.

Things are getting worse. I mean like, everything seems so different than before. We fight a lot, and he doesn't show his effort to make everything okay like we used to. I don't wish to turn back time but I just wish he could treat me well. Leaving me all day long like nothing happened is nonsense. Is it just me or you've really changed?

I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of arguing with him. I'm scared that I'll give up on him soon.

I'm missing you. Bye love.