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Ini yang terjadi apabila tidak dapat pulang ke kampung halaman dan mengalami kebosanan yang tahap maksima hihi :P

I MISS MYSELF

I throw all of your stuff away
Then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages
I tell everyone we got through
Cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie
Cause I break down
Everytime you come around
O Oh O Oh

So how did you get here
Under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better
Than trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you
Is so addictive
We're falling together
You'd think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go go go again

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Everytime that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say
And you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't be with or without you
O Oh O Oh

HAPPY FAMILY

Di sini saya mempunyai sebuah keluarga 'tipu'. Mereka lah yang sentiasa membuat saya gembira. Keluarga saya terdiri drpd omak iaitu Zizi, manakala Burn sbgi along, saya sbgi angah, Asma sbgi alang, Myra sbgi achik dan Azal sbgi adik. Di dalam keluarga kami mempunyai pelbagai pergolakan. Salah satunya ialah along adalah seorang anak pungut. Along dan alang mempunyai hubungan sulit tetapi ia boleh dianggap sumbang mahram kerana omak adalah ibu susu kpd along. Along dan angah pula boleh dikira kamcing, mereka sering bertukar rahsia seperti pepatah rahsia mu rahsia ku jua. Angah mempunyai pasangan hidup yg bernama Dharwis. Mereka sering cerai rujuk cerai rujuk. Omak juga prnh menggoda menantunya sendiri, tetapi akhirnya mereka tdk bersama kerana omak berkata bhw Dharwis tiada pengalaman. Alang dan adik pula sering bergaduh. Pantang berjumpa, msti bergaduh seperti anjing dan kucing. Tetapi adik beruntung kerana mempunyai angah utk backup. Achik (?) Hehe sgt menyedihkan. Dia sering disisihkan di dalam keluarga walaupun dia adlh anak kesayangan omak. Tetapi kami semua tau bhw achik adlh seorg yg penyabar. Omak pula adlh seorang ibu yg bertanggungjawab. Dia sentiasa menjaga kami. Akhir kata, KAMI ADALAH KELUARGA BAHAGIA. Kami juga saling menyayangi antara satu sama lain walaupun mempunyai pelbagai pergolakan ♥

HEART BROKEN

Life is pretty much mess right now heh. That 'stupid' thingy getting more harder and keep haunting me. Theres always an evil mood inside my body. Is it wrong for me being mad (?) It just, i am really suprised with what happened right know. I hate you i hate you i hate you, shit i really hate this feeling. I want us to be a good friend, but i cant :( How could you do this to me (?) You never write your status like 'that' when you with me. Now im asking, DO YOU EVER LOVE ME BEFORE (?) It is really hard watching both of you in love and happy. Really really hard. Put your shoes in my situation, and you will feel how hard it is. Thats the reason why i delete both of you from my fb friend list. I cant be your friend, but i think i can be your good enemy. Well A, you can say whatever you want. But i just want you to know that i do love you. I miss the L words. I really hope that you will appreciate me, the old memories and the L words. Bcs the L words is the precious word ever. There's a lot of your stuff here. Tshirts, the angpow, rings, pictures of us blablabla. Should i burn it (?) Should i throw it (?) No, i will keep it as my good memory with you. Thankyou so much for all the things, i really really appreciate it. Now i know that you really hate me, really mad at me. Same goes with me too. You know what (?) I miss you more than i love you but i think i hate you the most. It takes time for me to be okay, to heal the heart broken. Please, im begging to both of you, stay away from my life :'(

Dear A,
HAPPY BECOMING BIRTHDAY (!) Im sorry, i cant wish you on your birthday. Im sorry, i cant buy you a birthday present. Im sorry, i cant make a surprise party for you. I remember, when the good old times, your birthday is the part where i really hope i can plan something big for you. I always dream to make best-birthday-ever for you. But now i realized that it is only a dream not reality :(

And for you girl, i hate you. I'll remember that you used to be my great close friend, but now (?) Lets pretend that we never know each other. Treat him okay. Do take care of him and please dont hurt his feelings. Bcs he used to be nice to me and he's one of the best i ever had.

Farewell :'(

MAD

Hello, I HATE BOTH OF YOU. Okay bye (!)

JUSTIN BIBIAK ♥

One of my favorite song for now ;) Just bought his album, batak sudaaah hihi :D